Sunday, July 12, 2009'♥
Hmmm actually i dun want to post this kind of things in my blog but i like already tired ler.WHY every people have different life?Some have parents loving them and yet does my parents really care me?DO THEY?Always scold, scold, scold!!everybody only tell me that because they love you that's why they scold me?But is it really that way?
Why they don't allow me to do this and that?Even i wanna study with friends they don't believe and just like "you really go study?or go out play?" WHY can't they even believe they own flesh blood son or daughter?!!!AND today when we went to eat dinner today i saw that they pick food for the gal who was my mum was baby-sitting last time i started to thinking when i was small they don't even care to pick food for us and their attitude is like "you wanna eat take yourself" attitude!!
When reached home my dad came to my room and saw that his thing don't have place to put and he started to find place to keep his stuff, and he go see my cupboard and say wanna throw my things away and i was like thinking that IT IS MY CUPBOARD and the stuff wanna keep is your stuff why wanna throw away my stuff and nt urs?and my cupboard is almost full of his things and now he wanna throw even more of my stuff.WTH~Yet i cant say him too!!He surely will say this is his house or mine.Now i don't think i have a HOME only a place for me to sleep!!!!!I really starting that i'm a nobody in this house lerr.Hopefully i can faster grow up and leave this house as soon as possible!!Now i cant go out, studying, and alot more!!NO FREEDOM!!I DO NOT HAVE any say too!!Arghhhh hopefully tomorrow will be a dead life for me?*Sigh i cant tolerate animore soon~~~can anione help me???Feel like dying!!!
I cant even open chalet for my birthday and i open using my earned money.They only will say why you wanna open?Wasted of money and nothing special open FOR??Is it really nothing special to them?And i say it's my birthday only once year once and they say NO NO NO!!Even something not nice. I do not wish to elaborate animore!Just i don't like to be in this family!!And this haven ended still got alot more just that i lazy to type out more or it will be a damn long post!!Forget It!!
Labels: A MEANINGLESS LIFE
